I’m going back to Aber in the morning. Everything is packed and ready to go pretty much. The last few days have been difficult to say the least and I haven’t really been ready to go. I’m still not but of course, there’s nothing I can do about it now.
I’m sure I’ll be ok when I get back into the swing of things but it’s hard leaving everyone again. I already miss Dan and I saw him on Wednesday. He showed me the new ferrets at his house. The male is cuter than the female, I noticed.
I don’t know what it is but I don’t trust women at all. It’s probably the all-girls school thing that has done it. I just get nervous of them and I can never take what they say at face value. I’ve learnt that you can’t even fully trust the ones close to you. Sad point of view, I know but I’ve got reason to have it.
It’s been an awesome summer to say the least and I’ve done a lot of things i.e. loved, hated, laughed, cried, partied hard, slept lots, worked hard, lazed around, eaten too much, starved myself, earned money and blown it but it’s been amazing and I’ve been happy. Just real happy.